South Korea (update 5, sunken ferry) - prime minister resigns #PrayForSouthKorea

I'm sorry for nothing having updated my blog these past days, but I just haven't been able to make myself write anything. This terrible accident and the rising death toll is just to terrible. I simply haven't had anything to write about. I really don't feel like finish watching "That Winter, The Wind Blows", I'm still on episode 14. Even thought it's not a comedy drama I just don't feel like watching dramas or things like that now.

So, the prime minister Chung Hong-won announced this morning that he would resign as his it would be too great of a burden on the administration if he kept his post. He have faced really much critic in his handling of the accident and I can understand why.

Also all 15 members of the crew, including the captain, have been taken into custody by the police and are being investigated.

I won't be writing more about this, with exception if a miracle or something really big happens. Updating everyday about this and seeing the death toll rising just makes me so sad and I just ... every time I update the death toll has risen and my hope just ... It's just to sad.

I have lost my oldest brother, he died of cancer,he was only 20 years old. I can understand how it feels to lose someone, I now how these families are feeling. Losing a family member is something that brings sorrow that will never go away, those who haven't lost someone, no matter how hard they try to understand they just can't, it's impossible to understand these types of feelings if you haven't felt them before. I lost my brother 3 years ago and I still haven't gotten over it, I won't ever get over it. I still cry some nights. I understand these families and the thing is that it's more terrible to lose a daughter or sibling in a accident then the way I lost, that's what I think, to lose someone that sudden and in a so terrible way gives a sorrow that is even harder to understand then the sorrow I feel.
I pray, I pray and I pray. I will never stop praying for a miracle and I will never stop praying for those who have survived.

Go to this link and this, there they daily update about this and you can read all the old news if you haven't done it yet.

After reading this article I broke out in tears and I just couldn't stop, it's to heartbreaking.

Update
476 persons were onboard the ferry
325 were students
15 were teachers
136 were families and others

187 people confirmed dead
174 people rescued
115 people still missing

#PrayForSouthKorea

#Hope

South Korea (update 4, sunken ferry) - angry,disappointed and sad tweets by celebrities #PrayForSouthKorea

Celebrities from groups as 2PM and 2AM have tweeted tweets about their disappointment in the government and their anger at how they're handling this tragic situation. I got especially touched by the tweet from 2PM's Changsung;

“Incidents can occur. However, the handling of these incidents shows us our society. Through one incident, we can see what kind of environment we’re in, and that [incident] is something that isn’t just somebody else’s but something that could easily happen to us. I think society is ill right now. It’s sad and unfortunate…. After the accident, I’ve been in low spirits. It’s not just because of the accident, but because of all the wicked acts and unconfirmed truths that have been circulating after the accident that have stabbed the hearts of those in pain, making my heart hurt even more. Those kinds of people… I hope they hurt as much as the pain they caused.”

Also Lee Jung's tweet touched me and I think that it's the same here in Sweden, and in many other countries all over the world. It feels like almost every human here on the planet only think about money and do things for their own good only. To see this greed that have been growing stronger and stronger, it seems, with the years really makes my heart hurt.
We are destroying our planet and ourselves just so that we can have a moment of this empty happiness that money and all those other material and shallow things gives, leaving all the things that really matters.  This illusionary happiness it poisons us like a drug, making us addicted and our mind weak. But what hurts most is that we do all these things while saying that it's the best for us all, not even admitting that we only do it for ourselves, not even admitting that it was our own greed that controlled the decision that was made.

It really hurts me.

Pray for south korea and pray for the world

Update
64 people have been confirmed dead
238 people still missing

Fashion - Hair And Nails

In the post before regarding fashion I talked a little about what I liked and showed some pictures on some, in my opinion, really cute and cool clothes.
In this post I was thinking of continuing the introduction a little bit and show some pictures of things that I've done myself~ I hope that you like them~~(✿◠‿◠)

I've liked nail polish a pretty long time now and before when I was really bored I started to use my use my nail polish on other things than my nails, like jewelry's. I had some old jewelry's that had lost their color and just looked really awful so I thought, why now re-new them with nail polish? And so I did, the only thing was that I only did this when I was really bored and therefore I didn't do such a good job, it was mostly just something to pass the time with and not something that I thought to serious about. But some months ago I think, I came across a video on youtube where a woman changed the colors of her jewelry's to make them look newer and match the season, just like I had done before. When I watched this video I got interested in this again and this time also more serious so I picked out some old accessories and painted on nail polish and glitter, I gave them more color and dimension and it was really fun!! I've always liked doing things like that so for me it wasn't just like some tiring work, it was  something enjoyable and relaxing~ And I most say that I got pretty pleased with the finishing result~

Here are some pictures of some of my jewelry's that I've changed~
PHOTOS

 






Another thing that I reallyyyyy enjoy doing is painting my nails, you might have guessed it from all the nail polish talk before haha (๑>ᴗ<๑) Fixing my nails is something that makes me feel very relaxed and I feel more secure with painted nails, I need to have at least a neutral or shiny nail polish on my nails otherwise I feel kind of naked haha (〃▽〃) I think that your nails are a kind of accessories to and they can really complete and bring something extra to your outfit, therefore I just wanted to show some photos of my most liked  designs, I hope that you like them too~ (●ω●✿)

So the last thing I'm going to talk about in this post is hairstyles. The way you style your hair is very important and makes a great difference in your complete look. You cannot just have good clothes and think that it's enough to look fashionable and beautiful, your skin, hair and everything else also matters. If your hair is very damaged your focus won't be on the beautiful clothes but instead on the hair and your whole outfit will just look so much worse, that's not something you want!! You always need to have a comprehensive view cause if you want to look good, after all it's the overall picture that matters in the end.
Balance is something very important and you should always think about it.

Here are two photos on one of the hair styles that I've done on my little sister~(๑>ᴗ<๑)
(it's not that casual, more for events or dinner or something like that)

South Korea (Update 3, Sunken Ferry) - Captain and 2 more crew members arrested #PrayForSouthKorea

The captain of the ferry and two more crew members has now been arrested and are facing charges for negligence of duty and violation of maritime law. It has been said that they delayed the evacuation   'cause he feared that they would "drift away" if they left the ferry "without proper judgment" (WTF?!!?). I'm just at a total lost of words. The crew members and especially the captain are supposed to leave the ship first after everybody else has evacuated!!
Passengers that where on board the ship also said that they were first told to stay in their rooms, I'm mean how stupid can you get??!! How can you tell them something like that??! If he had just made a proper judgment himself then many people may have been saved, and so many families and relatives spared from all the sorrow that they feel now. I... I just can't understand what he was thinking.

I really recommend you guys to read more about this incident, it's something very terrible and you should know about it.
This is the link to the most resent article.

These are persons that have shown the rightful way to handle and act in that situation and a heroic actions that have saved many of the passengers on the ship. 

Park Ji Young, a women who handed Life Jackets to the students on the third and fourth floor, she didn't wear one herself. 

Jung Cha Woong, a student who gave his Life Vest to another student, sacrificing himself to save another person. 

I also really wanted to share this youtube video about the terrible inhuman comment that I talked about before (link), he really says everything that I feel and think about this.

#PrayForSouthKorea

Fashion - Introduction ♥

I was thinking of talking a little about fashion in this post, after all it's something that I've gotten interested in recently. Before I wasn't that concerned about it, I just put on the clothes that I thought looked good and didn't care at all if they were totally out or even the wrong season clothes.
The only thing I cared about was if it looked good or not, and I guess that that's good in one way.
You shouldn't be completely controlled by the trends 'cause then you will never have any originality. You cannot always follow the trends, sometimes you need to create them yourself. But if you don't have any knowledge at all about them then it will either look completely wrong or just plain normal, something that doesn't give a impression at all.
Both of those things are something you want to avoid, trust me.

Here are some photos on some outfits and clothes that I think are really cute and look super good~~

I'm forever in love with this outfit~
Everything about it is just perfect, I like those knee socks so much~~
and the way the skirt falls, was just so adorable!!~ 

That coat and bag are just to cute and go so well with each other
The bag adds a more mature feeling to the outfit

That skirt and belt just makes the perfect combo~ 

I really like that black mustache on the neon combined with pastel green
It looks cute and cool at the same time

This shoes are just AWESOME~~
Oh, how I wish I knew where I could buy them

Okay so I'm not someone that is a expert at this, not even near. But I am starting to read more fashion magazines and search online. Right now I'm pretty interested in Korean and Japanese fashion, I guess you can kinda connect it to my growing interest of those countries culture and entertainment (and more). Anyways, I've gotten a thing for oversized tops and coats now and cute pastel colored clothes. Not only does it look super nice and is really comfortable, depending on which accessories and for example bags you use with your outfit you can create different images. You can go from sugar sweet to cool and edgy just by changing some details. Accessories are something that is really powerful and can perfect your outfit, complete it or totally destroy it, it all depends on your choices. 

Here are some photos on some jewelry's that I found on Instagram some time ago that I really liked, there super cute and at the same time cool!!!~ Unfortunately I couldn't buy them 'cause on most of the photo's it didn't say where you could buy it and on those that it did say the website (that I no longer remember, sorry) didn't ship to Sweden TT.TT 

I did find though two bracelet's that looked like number -- in orange and purple with a cute tassel in a H&M store so I bought them~~ So happy~ hihi ♥ ♥ ♥ 

Adorably and still gives of a little of a classy feeling

Can practically match to every style

Edgy and cute~
Is there a more lovely combination?? 

BlockB Killing Me With Fan-service

Okay, so I'm totally in love with BlockBs' new song Jackpot, I mean their song are just so catchy and makes you wanna stand up and dance for ever!!

And in their MV they have these clowns again that reminded me of their other song Everybody (it really seems like BlockB has gotten a thing for clowns recently hahah) and I really love when they sing live 'cause they have this really energy-full stage preformans which I totally love~ I always becomes so happy whenever I watch them~ ♥♥
So one thing led to another and suddenly I was drowning myself in BlockB videos, everything from their MVs' to random clips on youtube and cuts from variety shows (I was in HEAVEN(๑>ᴗ<๑))
And then I stubbled across a episode of Weekly Idol with them that was just UHEDFISOBJF!!!!!!
I SERIOSLY DIED WATCHING IT!!!!!
ALL THE FAN-SERVICE AND FAN-SERVICE AND FAN-SERVICE JUST KILLED ME~~!!!! OMG I can't describe in words how I felt while watching that episode but it involved me drooling, falling of my chair from laughter and fainting (from a nosebleed haha (〃▽〃))

So when I finished watching this episode I just felt that I needed to share this on my blog~

I watched the episode on youtube, the quality isn't super good but whatever~ Oh, and in the title it says part 3, 4 and 5 but the parts before doesn't have BlockB in them, it's like a segment before (I think) BlockB comes. Those parts are pretty funny to (they call sunggyu~♥) but yeah, I watched it for BlockB hihi

Anyways, these are the links~ Don't die to much while watching them~~hahah (≧▽≦) 

Part 1 (eng sub)
Part 2 (eng sub)
Part 3 (eng sub)

It's Weekly Idol episode 118, you can also search for Weekly Idol 131023 (the release date)

South Korea (Update 2, Sunken Ferry) - Fandoms Sending Supplies #PrayForSouthKorea

Many fanclubs like EXO, Shinhwa, B.A.P, VIXX, Infinite, GOT7, SUJU, BTS, SHINee, 100% and more are sending needed supplies to the victims, of the sunken ferry accident, families in the names of either their fanclub or the band members.

When I read about this news I got so happy that I cried of happiness and relief. It's just so beautiful and warming to see all the fanclubs do something as wonderful as this. 

And after reading those terribly inhuman comments on EXOs' teaser video I felt this happiness, that I can't fully explain, filling my body as these exotics showed all those people bashing EXO and their fans that not all fans are like that and bringing honor to EXOs' name. 

It just made me really happy to be able to feel this after all these sad EXO things. 

I really just want to thank all those people from all diferent fandoms for being such beautiful human beings and for both helping those families and bringing honor to their bands. 

You are wonderful, thank you~!!! 

I will continue praying for all the missing people and beg for them to be found 

I will also pray for the dead ones, may you rest in peace, and the found ones, I hope that you can continue living happily, you truly deserve that. 

Numbers of dead, found and still missing - update

179 people have been rescued 

268 people are still missing

28 people have been confirmed dead

#PrayForSouthKorea